The Program

Details

Title: The Program

Author: Suzanne Young

Publisher: Simon Pulse

Publication Year: 2013

Language: English

Genre: Young Adult, Fiction, Science Fiction, Dystopia, Romance
Rating: 8.5/10
Continuation: The Program #1 of 6
Pages: 410

Summary

In the future, teen suicide has become an epidemic with teenage mortality rates higher than ever. Even stranger? Adults remain unaffected by this 'disease'. There's only one proven cure, with 100% effectiveness - the Program. Showing any trace of real emotion can get teens flagged as high-risk and involuntarily placed into the program, at their parents' behest. They emerge six weeks later - happy, healthy and completely void of any "infected" memories of their previous life. Sloan and her boyfriend James have always managed to keep each other from falling below deck, but soon the pressure is too much and the Program is coming for them.

Review

Okay dolls - what a book! No, seriously, what a book! Just between us, I'm going to have very few negative things to say about this book, so be warned. I mean, what's not to love!? From the eloquent writing style to the unique futuristic premise to the well-developed, relatable characters, this book had everything going for it and then some.

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Let's begin with the premise of the novel. As I began reading this book, I had a nagging sense of familiarity. Further delving into it made me realise exactly why. The society set up in this novel had a lot of things wrong with it, but as a reader, it always feels like maybe it's necessary because the writer is so careful to rationalise every decision the adults make to help the teens. In plain terms, the Program basically lobotomises its patients, so that they forget everything about their recent past and thus, their suicidal tendencies. When laid out this way, it sounds obviously problematic, but this isn't the case in the context of the book. Every argument the therapists, handlers, teachers and parents make simply seems like a misguided attempt at protection, even justifying surveillance of all digital communication. Beginning to sound familiar? Perhaps just like an episode of the Netflix original, Black Mirror? Thought so. Not only is the idea of the Program being a reality entirely conceivable, it also makes sense as to why such a society would develop. This isn't often the case with YA dystopian novels as, often, a suspension of disbelief is necessary for a truly immersive experience, but in my opinion, this wasn't the case here.



Now, let's move on to the characters. Sloane, her brother Brady and his best friend James were a strong trio. That is, until the sickness starts to set into Brady and he jumps 20-feet off a cliff right in front of the two. The two anchor each other from spiralling into depression and catching the contagious "suicide bug". But when one of their best friends takes his own life, James can't be the rock anymore. He finally lets go and Sloane soon follows suit, after seeing James as an empty shell of the person he used to be. So I've raved about how well-developed these characters are, but let me explain why. I genuinely expected this story to go a different way. Sloane and James would rebel against the program and fight to save their memories against all odds. Or at least, that's how a typical YA read with this premise would go. But the writer instead decided to take a more realistic approach.



Both our protagonists are broken down, torn apart and completely wiped of their memories. This characterisation of loss and grief driving them to insanity only serves to humanise them. It's not difficult for the reader to imagine himself in the same state after losing so many close loved ones. Watching our female protagonist slowly lose herself and her memories is surprisingly disturbing, as the entire time, the reader is painfully aware of what it is she's exactly losing. Instead of creating a hero complex, the writer has painted a story of a phoenix rising from the ashes. Our protagonists, despite what should be possible, manage to find their way back to each other and escape the oppressive system, thus building strength of character and gaining the reader's respect.



While I genuinely enjoyed the climax of the book and can't wait to get to the sequel, I'll admit it was a little difficult for me to get into the story in the beginning. While I see it was necessary now, the writer spent a lot of time on world building and exploring our characters' backgrounds, which was quite dull at times. I found myself urging the pace to pick up and get to the crux of the story. However, I would strongly recommend powering through, because the the story becomes not only exciting, but also heart wrenching, in the best way possible.

Side note: totally not a big deal to the plot development, but Realm really bothered me. He's a guy Sloane befriends in the Program, who turns out to be working for the other side - helping returners assimilate and form healthy bonds. Except he actually falls in love with Sloane and tries to help her in every way he can. Like most of the characters in this book, his actions definitely originate from a place of love, but his tendency to take advantage of Sloane at her most vulnerable and his strong belief in the Program, despite being deathly afraid of losing his memories, reeks of hypocrisy. The chemistry, romance or friendship - whatever you want to call it - between the two seems forced and unnatural. I mean, she's admitted to not loving him and chosen James over him multiple times, yet he still keeps coming back for more. 2/10 - would not recommend 😅



Overall, an exciting read with plenty of potential for the books to come. This one will require your focus to really understand and enjoy, so make sure you're in the right headspace, before committing to the series of 6! Can't wait to hear your thoughts on this book. Did you enjoy the narrative structure and premise? Or were you turned off by the blatant attempt at capitalising on a controversial issue (hey! no shade here - jus' sayin)? Let me know down in the comments below. As always, happy to encourage intelligent discourse. Peace! 🙌

Mailbox Mondays #6

So, for those of you unfamiliar with this segment of my blog, these are my top 5 picks from my reading list, curated with suggestions from other young adults and recent hype. I've provided summaries for each book, courtesy of Goodreads.

1. Turtles All the Way Down by John Green

Sixteen-year-old Aza never intended to pursue the mystery of fugitive billionaire Russell Pickett, but there’s a hundred-thousand-dollar reward at stake and her Best and Most Fearless Friend, Daisy, is eager to investigate. So together, they navigate the short distance and broad divides that separate them from Russell Pickett’s son, Davis.

Aza is trying. She is trying to be a good daughter, a good friend, a good student, and maybe even a good detective, while also living within the ever-tightening spiral of her own thoughts.

2. Salt to the Sea by Ruta Sepetys

World War II is drawing to a close in East Prussia and thousands of refugees are on a desperate trek toward freedom, many with something to hide. Among them are Joana, Emilia, and Florian, whose paths converge en route to the ship that promises salvation, the Wilhelm Gustloff. Forced by circumstance to unite, the three find their strength, courage, and trust in each other tested with each step closer to safety.

Just when it seems freedom is within their grasp, tragedy strikes. Not country, nor culture, nor status matter as all ten thousand people—adults and children alike—aboard must fight for the same thing: survival. 

3. I'll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson

DISCLAIMER: According to Goodreads, I've read this book before in 2015 (and gave it 5 stars!). Yet, I cannot recall a single word of the plot or story line. Thus, I've decided to give this one another shot and refresh my memory!

“We were all heading for each other on a collision course, no matter what. Maybe some people are just meant to be in the same story.” 

At first, Jude and her twin brother Noah, are inseparable. Noah draws constantly and is falling in love with the charismatic boy next door, while daredevil Jude wears red-red lipstick, cliff-dives, and does all the talking for both of them. 

Years later, they are barely speaking. Something has happened to change the twins in different yet equally devastating ways . . . but then Jude meets an intriguing, irresistible boy and a mysterious new mentor. 

The early years are Noah’s to tell; the later years are Jude’s. But they each have only half the story, and if they can only find their way back to one another, they’ll have a chance to remake their world. 

This radiant, award-winning novel from the acclaimed author of The Sky Is Everywhere will leave you breathless and teary and laughing—often all at once.

4. Gemina (The Illuminae Files #2) by Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff

NOTE: Read the first book and quite enjoyed the unique writing style and Interstellar-like dystopian universe. Can't wait to continue journeying through the Illuminae Files.

Moving to a space station at the edge of the galaxy was always going to be the death of Hanna’s social life. Nobody said it might actually get her killed.

The sci-fi saga that began with the breakout bestseller Illuminae continues on board the Jump Station Heimdall, where two new characters will confront the next wave of the BeiTech assault.

Hanna is the station captain’s pampered daughter; Nik the reluctant member of a notorious crime family. But while the pair are struggling with the realities of life aboard the galaxy’s most boring space station, little do they know that Kady Grant and the Hypatia are headed right toward Heimdall, carrying news of the Kerenza invasion.

When an elite BeiTech strike team invades the station, Hanna and Nik are thrown together to defend their home. But alien predators are picking off the station residents one by one, and a malfunction in the station’s wormhole means the space-time continuum might be ripped in two before dinner. Soon Hanna and Nik aren’t just fighting for their own survival; the fate of everyone on the Hypatia—and possibly the known universe—is in their hands.

But relax. They’ve totally got this. They hope.

5. Legend by Marie Lu

What was once the western United States is now home to the Republic, a nation perpetually at war with its neighbors. Born into an elite family in one of the Republic's wealthiest districts, fifteen-year-old June is a prodigy being groomed for success in the Republic's highest military circles. Born into the slums, fifteen-year-old Day is the country's most wanted criminal. But his motives may not be as malicious as they seem.

From very different worlds, June and Day have no reason to cross paths—until the day June's brother, Metias, is murdered and Day becomes the prime suspect. Caught in the ultimate game of cat and mouse, Day is in a race for his family's survival, while June seeks to avenge Metias's death. But in a shocking turn of events, the two uncover the truth of what has really brought them together, and the sinister lengths their country will go to keep its secrets.

The Sweetest Thing

Details

Title: The Sweetest Thing

Author: Christina Mandelski

Publisher: EgmontUSA

Publication Year: 2011

Language: English

Genre: Young Adult, Fiction, Romance, Contemporary, Chick Lit, Baking, Realistic Fiction, Family
Rating: 6/10
Continuation: No continuation yet.
Pages: 336

Summary

Sheridan Wells is obsessed with her cakes - she spends every second she can at the bakery. Unfortunately, her life is far from perfect. Her mother left their family for another man when she was 7 and her father is too wrapped up in his restaurant to notice anything. Sheridan is perfectly convinced that finding her mother will solve all her problems, but her father's potential cooking show throws a wrench in her plans. 

Review

Hmm... this book was interesting, because it was a little weird. I mean the premise wasn't exactly revolutionary, but it also isn't something I've ever seen before. I picked this read up solely based on the fact that it was based on cakes. As an avid baker myself, I thoroughly enjoy seeing baking worked into story plot lines, as it's just something I find myself relating to. This book was a really light read - only took me a few hours to finish cover to cover.

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As far as chick-lits go, the book does try to touch on some difficult issues, which I do appreciate. Sheridan's father can be frustrating and selfish at times, but that only adds to the realism of the narrative. Instead of being portrayed as the ultimate villainess, Sheridan's mother is just a broken woman flitting about and flaking when things get difficult. Instead of firmly painting each parent in black or white, the writer delicately develops both characters and humanises them by making them multi-dimensional. This can be quite rare, especially where controversial topics are concerned, as the writer is often eager to distance themselves from the negative connotations. Mandelski takes a risk here and it pays off. Personally, I loved the fact that there wasn't a single character portrayed as 100% good or bad (except perhaps Haley blegh! What purpose did she even serve!?).



Sheridan's hot new beau is a bit dumb and obsessed with *ahem* "defacing her temple", but he also seems to genuinely care about her as a person. Instead of taking the easy way out and portraying him as a cheater or a manipulator, Mandelski dares to break the mould. The same applies to Sheridan's friends, trying to be supportive besties, while also speaking up when she's being an absolute idiot.

BREAKING NEWS: Just a fangirl moment - I loved Jake for no reason in particular. I can't explain it, except for the fact that he just seemed like a good dude and the description of those kisses had me dead 😍. Felt like an important detail to share. We now return you to your regular transmission.

Now, here's a few things that bothered me. Throughout the book, Sheridan's character is a little too naive. I understand her need to cling to the past, but at some point, realistically, she would have come to terms with her mother's disappearing act. Instead, she pretty much acts like her mom left yesterday and will be back any second now. It really frustrated me to see Sheridan keep pushing away the people she loved, in hopes that this elusive figure would materialise at some point, 8 years later. Obviously, this plays a key role in the narrative, but it definitely could have been handled better.



Another issue was the fact that the storyline really wasn't developed in any one specific portion. There were several running sub-plots, but nothing was really well-explained or expanded upon. The loose ends really gave the impression that these plot points were a half-hearted attempt at beefing up the word count, instead of elements valuable to the narrative. Some examples would be Sheridan's father's romance with the TV show producer or Sheridan's sudden love story with the hottest stud in school. I was quite disappointed with how little any of these plot points were interconnected - I mean what even was the point of her father's romance, since nothing really came of it!? As I said at the beginning, just plain weird.



Overall, the novel had its good bits and its bad bits, but I didn't mind it much as a palate cleanser. If you're looking for deep introspection or clever plot twists, this book isn't for you. It's exactly what you'd expect and predictable at every turn (Sheridan's mother doesn't magically become a better person. What a surprise! ), but sometimes that's not necessarily a bad thing. If you just need something fun to read to clear your mind, I'd suggest giving this book a shot.

My Life Next Door

Details

Title: My Life Next Door

Author: Huntley Fitzpatrick

Publisher: Dial Books for Young Readers

Publication Year: 2012

Language: English

Genre: Young Adult, Fiction, Romance, Contemporary, Chick-Lit
Rating: 4.5/10
Continuation: No continuation yet.
Pages: 394

Summary

Samantha has always been forbidden from fraternising with the next door neighbours, the Garretts. Their family is everything Sam's mother loathes - loud, messy and plentiful (8 children!). Sam's always liked to watch them from her rooftop, when one evening, she's joined by one of the teenagers next door, Jase. Suddenly, she's swept up in a whirlwind romance, until an unfortunate event puts her in an impossible position between her family and the boy she loves.

Review

Let me start by saying... meh. I say that because that's the first word that escaped my mouth when I finished this book. I won't say it's the worst book I've ever read - not by any means - but I was fairly disappointed with how the promising storyline played out.

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Now, here's what I actually liked about this book. I'll be honest, the cover compelled me to pick it up in the first place. It was cute and seemed like it wouldn't take more than a couple hours to fly through. I enjoyed the overall simplicity and the premise of the book was interesting, I'll give it that. The idea of large families is rarely, if ever, explored in YA fiction and I enjoyed reading about Sam's interactions with members of the Garrett family. From the adorable baby Patsy, to the morbid but sweet toddler George to the protective, wild older sister Alice, these characters were the gift that kept on giving. 😍 Coming from a quiet family herself, Sam experienced the Garrett household with a sense of wonder - enthusiastic about every little detail of her encounters with them. The development of juxtaposition between the two neighbouring households was nuanced and well explored. Like they say, the devil is in the details! 

Here's why I was so disappointed. First off, what even were these characters? Forget character development, I struggled to find a single multi-dimensional character in this book. Let's talk about Jase for a minute. The epitome of the teenage dreamboat - he's hot, he's romantic, he's the perfect boy next door. He's also completely unrealistic. 😒 Not once in this novel does his perfect, good guy image waver. Even after he finds out that Sam's mother, Grace, was behind his father's accident (and Sam was in the car!), his reaction is to immediately forgive her and off they go. Uh... are you kidding me? Babes, no one is that calm after finding out something like that!

Then we have Nan - Sam's best friend and partner in crime or so she thought. For absolutely no reason in particular, halfway through the book, Nan up and decides that she can't stand being Sam's best friend because she's just "too perfect" and "everything comes easy to her". Um... why? Sam and Nan have been best friends since they were 5 and I genuinely believed there would be a moment of resolution - some revelation that would perfectly explain Nan's freak out and downright hostile behaviour, but I was sorely mistaken. Nothing about Nan really makes sense. She's always complaining about her life, yet I could not tell you a single concrete fact about her. Her boyfriend sucks, but do we know why? Not quite. She's been cheating on her exams for years, despite being a brilliant academic, but do we get an explanation? Nope! And what about the reason she keeps her brother's drunken misadventures a secret from her parents? Ding ding ding! That's right - unanswered yet again.


Sam, babes, trust me - you're better off without her!

And finally, our last nomination for Most One-Dimensional Character is Clay Tucker. With a name like that, it's no wonder the guy's a self-absorbed douchebag. Clay Tucker (still can't get over it!) is Grace's boyfriend and political advisor. Imagine every seedy, underhanded political mastermind and you'd be imagining Clay. He's neatly cast into the role of the antagonist and boy, does he stick to the script. This man did not have a single redeeming quality, so to speak. From digging up dirt on Grace's upstanding opponent to blackmailing his girlfriend's daughter into hiding a drunken hit-and-run, this man did it all. But what really pissed me off, you guessed it, is that we never get to know why! Where did this guy come from, why is he suddenly so involved in Grace's campaign and why the hell does he always conveniently show up? Sorry to say, those are all questions you're going to need to leave to the imagination.

If this was just about the characters, I wouldn't mind as much. But the story just wraps itself up a little too neatly. Grace hits Jase's father while driving after few too many glasses of wine, then tries to cover it up and pretend it never happened. When the truth finally comes out, she gets off scot-free with no consequences for her or Clay. In what universe would paying for medical bills be an adequate response to hitting a father of 8 (soon to be 9!) with your car and leaving him unconscious in the rain? Clay leaves the picture, Grace gets to cling to her political career and Samantha gets her happily ever after. Geez... even Disney had more realistic fairytale endings!

All in all, it wasn't a terrible read per se but it did leave me awfully underwhelmed. I wouldn't recommend this, even for a light read. There were some redeeming qualities, but overall the extreme lack of character development or motivation and the unrealistically fortunate series of events killed it for me.

Well folks, this was my first review in two years, so it's definitely been a while. As you can probably see, I'm trying out a new writing style and the blog has a new look! Hit me up and let me know what you think in the comments below. Did you read this book and share my opinion? Or did you absolutely love it and want to skewer me for my blasphemous words? Either way, I'm happy to hear your thoughts. 💖

So... it's been a couple years

Did I seriously drop off the face of the Earth again? Well yes...



But there's a good reason! Your girl made it to university and it turns out that the horror stories about sleepless nights and unbearable workload were not, in fact, fiction. So as much as I'd hoped to keep up with writing, 50 page essays had to win that battle. But, *fingers crossed*, it's back under control and with that, I proclaim that posting will be regular again (please don't expect too much eeks)

Since it's the summer and I finally have the time to dig into the titles piling up in my reading list, you'll be hearing a lot more from me. Let's hope it sticks this time. 

And, with that folks, we're back to regular programming! See you on the flip side 😉